Monday, August 8, 2011

Do you find yourself irritated with the most littlest things? Well, I do. The smallest thing can hurt me. Why? Cause I got so much emotional baggage on me && most of it doesn't get fixed. So whenever something else adds on, small or big, it just makes it worse && makes me overwhelmed. So don't be mad at people who freak over little things..Just remember that they probably have a lot to deal with in their lives. And it's not their fault.
I just wanna be as perfect as her.
I'm so tired. I can never seem to get any emotional rest for myself. && it makes me physically tired as well. Drama, stress, worries...they all combine in the worst ways && distract me from any mental sleep. How can I finally rest?

Sunday, August 7, 2011

How are you keeping me alive exactly? For a dead girl I've never felt so vivid.

I just want you to know who I am.

What do you think?

&& I do not mean to hurt you dear
For things lately have not been so clear
So take my lips, as your kiss
For things have only been hit-and-miss

-just part of something of mine. I don't wanna reveal too much.

Romance is dead and all is lust.

You know my immortal, vampire, gorgeous, nightmare all-in-one guy? Yeah, I found him.

Friday, February 11, 2011

death

have another drink && drive yourself home
i hope theres ice on all the roads
&& you can think of me when you forget your seatbelt
&& again when your head goes through the windshield

watch

watch out for the girls you choose. you gotta know their background. the ones who stand out are the ones you need.

insanity

i know for sure the grave next to mine will be empty. no other heart will be attached to mine nor would they want to be. im okay with everything going on and believe it or not im kinda enjoying it. im inlove, but im also a tiny bit happy. but i will be ~forever alone~