Wednesday, December 29, 2010

Paramore!!

I'm really tired of hearing this crap about Paramore. who the freak cares if two members left?!?! I personally do not like Paramore. they are unoriginal and make me sick. I perfer Hey Monday or any other band that has a girl for a lead singer. STOP MAKING THIS A BIG DEAL WHO THE EFF CARES. Paramore will go on being their annoying stupid selves making crappy music without those other dudes so STFU. I only like a few songs, but whatever. Paramore just isn't really a real band. if they were, they would hardly come on the radio or tv. they are too popular. like Green Day. I mean I like Green Day but they aren't like the REAL bands. Good day err'body.

Ronnie

I saw Ronnie on stickam along with the rest of FIR in christmas eve. it was amazing- Ronnie looked incredible. hes so gorgeous theres just no words for it......I can't believe I'm saying this but I'm developing feelings for him. Thats pretty hard to do when youre me and I've been in love with Pete for so long. Pete is enough. I can't fall in love with Ronnie.

I'm afraid you can't help me, for I have gone crazy.

christmas

christmas was pretty okay. I got a new laptop, which was a surprise. its really pretty and blue and I'm grateful. I also got my digital camera that I've wanted for a long time. and I got really nice clothes :) how was everyone else's christmas?

Tuesday, December 21, 2010

You think you wanna die, when you just really wanna be saved. You think you wanna die, when you just really don't wanna feel the pain. You think you wanna walk away, when really.....you just can't stop walking.

Saturday, December 18, 2010

this is just you on the inside

Like you ever even cared

what the hell man @petewentz

I'm gonna put myself in a box and mail myself out to you, Ronnie Radke.♥

douchebags stay forever and never end

@lexusamanda I'm sorry he's not worth it and he's nothing. You'll find a better Clyde or Manson. Keep up the outcast love.<3

I wish I was as happy as they are

never ever

I'm a liar, I'm a monster, I have no certain desire.

boy do I hate it here

the brighter halves of life

Out of all this time I've been living I have finally found someone who feels the exact same way I do and someone who actually wants to hear everything about my life and what I feel. I am very blessed to have that one person because I don't feel so alone anymore. Someone finally shares the same interests as I do about burning & hating the world and everything. Someone who doesn't stay silent on the phone, someone who wants to hear more and more, someone who just gets me. It's amazing. I definitely know who to go to if I ever have below-water thoughts and everything. You are me, I am you.

its been an eternity, I know.

beauty is only skin deep

Wednesday, December 8, 2010

Saturday, December 4, 2010

Babble, Babble, Bitch, Bitch, Rebel, Rebel, Party, Party, Sex Sex SEX don't forget the violence, Blah, Blah, Blah.

Falling In Reverse: Ronnie update.

Ronnie's release is getting sooner. I am so stoked, my beautiful Satan will be out soon! I am getting anxious. FIR says the 18th of Dec, but it seems more like the 12th.....who knows for real but the sooner the better right? can't wait til they blow sh*t up.

Holiday Dance!

Well Well Well. The Holiday Dance was amazing! I realised something. I love to party haha! Everything was great and I loved being there with my favorite people and this time all my friends were there so I was very excited and it was so much fun :)

Tuesday, November 30, 2010


You are everything I want, because you're everything I'm not.

Saturday, November 27, 2010

Let's set the world on fire.

The Chronicles of Vladimir Tod 3: Tenth Grade Bleeds.

weeeeeeeell since the stupid people everywhere didn't have my effing book Vampire Kisses 3: Vampireville, I had to get this one. I have to say I stole Adrian's The Chronicles of Vladimir Tod 2: Ninth Grade Slays and it was really good. Sooooo I got this one just to finish it off. Not sure if I'll get the 11th grade one but the dude is so sexy I just might. I mean come on, the dude is hawt! But he doesn't exist :(

Friday, November 26, 2010

n-n-n-n-n-now I'm feelinn so fly like a cheese-stick.

Just because it's cool.

Please come back to my jail and be my prisoner again

The bullet of death strikes me when I'm not with you...

The love of my life. Where would I be without you?!?!?!?!
And all I need to know is that I'm something you'll be missing....

Truth:

I can't stand getting yelled at. I'll go completely crazy. It just reminds me of how many times I've been called useless and worthless.

Have you ever seen something just so amazingly perfect, but you can't have it? yeah, I feel that.

Don't ever worry about losing your head. Cause I'll spend hours crawling on the floor just helping you look. I swear.

Sorry but, your garlic doesn't work on me.

Bring up the fire.

You keep the monsters away

I'll always be here for you. Even when something eats my brain.
Every move I make seems to hurt someone.

I don't know this person.

yea, I remember when everyone liked me. There WAS  a time like that indeed. But I didn't like myself. I was a cocky lil mo fukka. No one likes a bitch. There was nothing really genuine about me, but hopefully thats changed. Not to be in vain, but I do know that I am a better person now.

Thursday, November 25, 2010

Let's runaway tonight, and break from tomorrow.

I miss you. You've always been the one to get my stomach in that huge knot. You've always made me feel like I was the most amazing shit in this world. I love you and that will never change xoxo

"Even angels have their wicked schemes"

When I see this, I see real love. There's no love I love more than outcast love. Two outcasts fall in love and don't care about anything else in the world. Only thirsting for each other. I don't really know how to explain this but one day I wanna outcast lover. This couple inspires me so much, they are like no other. I see real love in them. I'm jealous.

Here's to all the outcasts, people who've actually looked beauty in the eye.

This was never my world. You took the angel away.

I have a horrible case of Bluebonnet edge.

talk to me.

http://www.formspring.me/MarleysaidSTFU

nightmares seem to be my only friend.

Get me outta the states, I caught fire. Bring me into the lust, I require.